you will never see tomorrow
as tomorrow will always be another day
you will never see yesterday
as it will always be the past
but today, is the only day that you can make a difference
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
This and That
Thanks to my older sis, Im hooked playing "Harvest Moon" on the psp. I play it at home, while going to work, at work and on the way back from work and at home & while going to work & ... yeah, it goes on and on. Once I played the game at night till I fell asleep, I only reallised when I woke up the next day thinking, "when in the world did I go to sleep? where is my psp? GOD!! NO!! MY CHICKEN!!"
Im beginning to miss many people in my life. Many have happier lives on their own, some are just to busy, and some, I guess has forgotten me. *Who are you? jay? jay mana? haikal? OUH jayliberator! ok bye! o.O"
I miss someone greatly now, a heated argument has lead our friendship down to the drain. Its been so long since we chat and shared our shit. Im happy that she smsed the other time, I called her up almost immediately. It surprised me. I was happy, but angry at the same time. I was so angry that my new year's resolution was to forget about her. My friends adviced me to do so. But now, it feels different. Being friends for 6 years and forgetting her just like that, not easy. Its up to us to build the friendship back, your call.
My feeling towards babygirl, grows greater each day. her exams are comming & my working shift is not helping. I love the time we spent at pasir ris park, the weather was on our side and the view was good. I cant stop disturbing you all the time. haha. pendek! We need to find other places to go besides Sengkang Compass Point and Ikea. But Ikea is fun, looking at innovative interior furnitures and telling each other what kinda design we like. But babygirl, I swear, if we do stay together, we are going to have 2 seperate rooms. Hahahahaha.

on my 1st off day and planning to just slack at home
no money = no outside life
Im beginning to miss many people in my life. Many have happier lives on their own, some are just to busy, and some, I guess has forgotten me. *Who are you? jay? jay mana? haikal? OUH jayliberator! ok bye! o.O"
I miss someone greatly now, a heated argument has lead our friendship down to the drain. Its been so long since we chat and shared our shit. Im happy that she smsed the other time, I called her up almost immediately. It surprised me. I was happy, but angry at the same time. I was so angry that my new year's resolution was to forget about her. My friends adviced me to do so. But now, it feels different. Being friends for 6 years and forgetting her just like that, not easy. Its up to us to build the friendship back, your call.
My feeling towards babygirl, grows greater each day. her exams are comming & my working shift is not helping. I love the time we spent at pasir ris park, the weather was on our side and the view was good. I cant stop disturbing you all the time. haha. pendek! We need to find other places to go besides Sengkang Compass Point and Ikea. But Ikea is fun, looking at innovative interior furnitures and telling each other what kinda design we like. But babygirl, I swear, if we do stay together, we are going to have 2 seperate rooms. Hahahahaha.

on my 1st off day and planning to just slack at home
no money = no outside life
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
New Room
I had my last straw of the lazy asshole who does nothing at home. I decided to just throw away the junk from the balcony onto one side and start arranging my stuff. Took me an hour or two and Vwala!!
I lay down on my newly position bed while playing my PSP and Ameerah enters-
Amee: Amee nak watch bambang play
Me: Watch lah!
Amee: Amee suka bilik bambang
Me: Haha, why?
Amee:Ada lampu, ada katil, ada taber, ada corputer.. macam tree house
notice the baby words she uses & she calls me bambang, not abang.
The small lil 5year old devil actualy finds that my new "room" in the balcony looks like a tree house. Where does she learn all this? haha, but I still have to agree a lil bit on that. Sadly, the size of this place, is a little to small. I dont have enough room for my clothes and stuff like that.
I deserve a break after that cleaning so I continued talking to my lil devil, I find her cute at a certain time a way over my head at some other time. She says the cutest thing and also does the most irritating, CRYING!
After snacking with her on Corntos that I bought earlier, I asked her to pass my phone
Me: abang belum call GF abang.
Amee: Corr lah!
Me: where's my phone? gi amik kan.
Amee: ni black, Amee tak shooker black
Me: huh? you call my gf black? *refering to the wallpaper on my hp
Amee: no, this one! *pointing @ the frame of the phone
Me: OuuuH!! why you dont like black?
Amee: Amee shooker pink, baru white, baru blue
Me: why not black?
Amee: BLACK MACAM TAIK!!
The lil devil was also refering to my other belongings that are black. Well MOST of my stuff are black, haha!
I lay down on my newly position bed while playing my PSP and Ameerah enters-
Amee: Amee nak watch bambang play
Me: Watch lah!
Amee: Amee suka bilik bambang
Me: Haha, why?
Amee:Ada lampu, ada katil, ada taber, ada corputer.. macam tree house
notice the baby words she uses & she calls me bambang, not abang.
The small lil 5year old devil actualy finds that my new "room" in the balcony looks like a tree house. Where does she learn all this? haha, but I still have to agree a lil bit on that. Sadly, the size of this place, is a little to small. I dont have enough room for my clothes and stuff like that.
I deserve a break after that cleaning so I continued talking to my lil devil, I find her cute at a certain time a way over my head at some other time. She says the cutest thing and also does the most irritating, CRYING!
After snacking with her on Corntos that I bought earlier, I asked her to pass my phone
Me: abang belum call GF abang.
Amee: Corr lah!
Me: where's my phone? gi amik kan.
Amee: ni black, Amee tak shooker black
Me: huh? you call my gf black? *refering to the wallpaper on my hp
Amee: no, this one! *pointing @ the frame of the phone
Me: OuuuH!! why you dont like black?
Amee: Amee shooker pink, baru white, baru blue
Me: why not black?
Amee: BLACK MACAM TAIK!!
The lil devil was also refering to my other belongings that are black. Well MOST of my stuff are black, haha!
The lil devil LONG time ago
Saturday, January 24, 2009
updates
1. Bought very good condition PSP Slim from friend for $150
2. Super sick right now. Fever, Flu and stuff like that
3. Went for my medical follow up regarding the 1cm growth on the side of my knee. - Have to go through operation tentatively to remove it.
4. Have not been cycling due to commitments and work. Hence the gain of weight.
5. Planning to buy a few stuff from IKEA next month for my "Room".
6. Pissed of with the asshole at home that does nothing, as my "Room" has not been done. Junk has not been removed and bed have not been shifted out from my old room. Older sister took over that room. Was suppose to be shared but she is so messy that I cant take it. She has the lights on till late that causes me to not sleep well at night as I sleep on the LOFT bed (light is directly on top of me). By the way, I dont really have a room now. I sleep at the corner of my living room near the balcon. Balcony was suppose to be converted into my room, but the asshole that does nothing at home lives to his name. Balcony is full of his junk and laundry. What the F. I go home every day to a messy area. I clean it up and my sister starts messing things around. Will never be happy until I move out of this shit hole that I have to call home.
7. Today is my 1 month with baby girl. You make this world a better place. You never fail to make me smile and irritate me all the time. No matter what I say about how you look at times, I love you the way you are. Dont bother about what others say about us, theya re just jelious that we are happy together. Thank you baby girl, for always putting up with my crap. *Pssst*- and also for always calling you short.
2. Super sick right now. Fever, Flu and stuff like that
3. Went for my medical follow up regarding the 1cm growth on the side of my knee. - Have to go through operation tentatively to remove it.
4. Have not been cycling due to commitments and work. Hence the gain of weight.
5. Planning to buy a few stuff from IKEA next month for my "Room".
6. Pissed of with the asshole at home that does nothing, as my "Room" has not been done. Junk has not been removed and bed have not been shifted out from my old room. Older sister took over that room. Was suppose to be shared but she is so messy that I cant take it. She has the lights on till late that causes me to not sleep well at night as I sleep on the LOFT bed (light is directly on top of me). By the way, I dont really have a room now. I sleep at the corner of my living room near the balcon. Balcony was suppose to be converted into my room, but the asshole that does nothing at home lives to his name. Balcony is full of his junk and laundry. What the F. I go home every day to a messy area. I clean it up and my sister starts messing things around. Will never be happy until I move out of this shit hole that I have to call home.
7. Today is my 1 month with baby girl. You make this world a better place. You never fail to make me smile and irritate me all the time. No matter what I say about how you look at times, I love you the way you are. Dont bother about what others say about us, theya re just jelious that we are happy together. Thank you baby girl, for always putting up with my crap. *Pssst*- and also for always calling you short.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
MONAH
WHAT DO YOU CALL A CHICK WHO TURNS INTO A MOM?
MILF
WHAT DO YOU CALL A MINAH WHO TURNS INTO A MOM?
MONAH
"Monah! Angkat Kain! Hujan Dah Turun! Monah! Kopi Abang Mana??"
MILF
WHAT DO YOU CALL A MINAH WHO TURNS INTO A MOM?
MONAH
"Monah! Angkat Kain! Hujan Dah Turun! Monah! Kopi Abang Mana??"
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
OPS Lionheart
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Ankle Sprain
My ankle sprain or maybe gout (who knows?) has attacked me for the 2nd time within 1 month. I dont really know what is causing this. i dont remember twisting my ankle at any point of time. As for my gout, its suppose to be at my right toe, not my left ankle. I still have to go to work no matter what. Planning to go hospital on Wednesday to get it checked.
Friday, January 02, 2009
Wardrobe Malfunction
What more can I say? The pictures says it all. I only realized this after sending dearie off to the MRT station. I had to suffer my whole trip from Bugis to Woodlands with that on my ass. Look everyone, "Family Guy Boxers!". The worst was when I arrived @ Woodlands interchange and had to wait for the feeder bus. It was an assparade! Alighting from the bus was another emberassing one. The bus was full of passengers seating and when I had to alight, everyone's eyes were on my ass!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Why Do I Bother?
Why do I bother going to your blog everyday hoping for updates?
Why do I bother thinking about my past with yours?
Why do I bother imagining our future?
Why do I bother wanting to know how you feel right now?
P.S. - The similarity between fishes and women are that they are attracted to shiny objects.
Why do I bother thinking about my past with yours?
Why do I bother imagining our future?
Why do I bother wanting to know how you feel right now?
P.S. - The similarity between fishes and women are that they are attracted to shiny objects.
Thursday, December 04, 2008
8 Things About Me
1. I'm generally a boring person. I Hang out mostly with guys and have very few female friends. And when I do have one, I stick to them. Its called loyalty.
2. Recently, I'm addicted to cycling. I try to cycle about 50km per day. but due to NS, I cant do it that often. Well at least now I have a reason to stop smoking. OK, I'm trying!
3. NS, Its killing me. It helped me with my experience, but the time spent here in NS, its just so depressing. I really cant get any creative juice flowing in this environment. I'm stranded in an office of walls (decorated with 13 photo montage done by me), a computer, a chair & a whole lot of video/photo equipments that I have no idea what to do with it.
4. I hate sleeping. I feel like time is wasted in that 8-10 hours. Why cant we just hibernate in between things that we do. I can do so much during that time when humans are suppose to sleep. I could play games, do work, watch a movie and yeah, cycle the whole night! Well of course I will get tired. But I can just sit down or relax and my body can recover cant I? :P OK, pushing all nonsense aside, I do love to sleep when the right time comes and I will do it for an average of 12hours after a nice long night of staring at the computer screen.
5. Gadget or Electronic accessories make me a happy man. Although i cant afford the fancy ones, it makes me so happy when I'm able to buy one after earning money from clients. *Evil Laugh!*
6. I hate problems. I hate people that have to many problems and not try to solve them. At least try to do something about it. Im not saying I don't have problems. I have tons of them. but I try to resolve them myself. But when I really cant, then that is the right time for me be really sad about it.
7. I love women. They are the best thing God has invented for men. I rely on them for emotional support and they make a good company for shopping. At times, they bite. And when they do, it hurts. That's the only flaw in them. its like, when you create something, there is always a flaw, a bug or a twitch. Resolve that matter, and you will get the perfect woman. And don't forget, they make perfect wives to do house cleaning :P
8. I'm always not very happy with what I have in hand. The saying goes, "The grass is always greener on the other side". Nothing is complete in this world. I always want new things, better things. That goes with woman also. I can never seem to find the perfect one. What is wrong with them? Ive always wondered, If you as a man, do not like another man, that makes you not gay. But what if, at the same time, you dont like woman? MONOSEXUAL?
The End
2. Recently, I'm addicted to cycling. I try to cycle about 50km per day. but due to NS, I cant do it that often. Well at least now I have a reason to stop smoking. OK, I'm trying!
3. NS, Its killing me. It helped me with my experience, but the time spent here in NS, its just so depressing. I really cant get any creative juice flowing in this environment. I'm stranded in an office of walls (decorated with 13 photo montage done by me), a computer, a chair & a whole lot of video/photo equipments that I have no idea what to do with it.
4. I hate sleeping. I feel like time is wasted in that 8-10 hours. Why cant we just hibernate in between things that we do. I can do so much during that time when humans are suppose to sleep. I could play games, do work, watch a movie and yeah, cycle the whole night! Well of course I will get tired. But I can just sit down or relax and my body can recover cant I? :P OK, pushing all nonsense aside, I do love to sleep when the right time comes and I will do it for an average of 12hours after a nice long night of staring at the computer screen.
5. Gadget or Electronic accessories make me a happy man. Although i cant afford the fancy ones, it makes me so happy when I'm able to buy one after earning money from clients. *Evil Laugh!*
6. I hate problems. I hate people that have to many problems and not try to solve them. At least try to do something about it. Im not saying I don't have problems. I have tons of them. but I try to resolve them myself. But when I really cant, then that is the right time for me be really sad about it.
7. I love women. They are the best thing God has invented for men. I rely on them for emotional support and they make a good company for shopping. At times, they bite. And when they do, it hurts. That's the only flaw in them. its like, when you create something, there is always a flaw, a bug or a twitch. Resolve that matter, and you will get the perfect woman. And don't forget, they make perfect wives to do house cleaning :P
8. I'm always not very happy with what I have in hand. The saying goes, "The grass is always greener on the other side". Nothing is complete in this world. I always want new things, better things. That goes with woman also. I can never seem to find the perfect one. What is wrong with them? Ive always wondered, If you as a man, do not like another man, that makes you not gay. But what if, at the same time, you dont like woman? MONOSEXUAL?
The End
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Changi General Hospital
Visiting someone in the hospital is something that I would not like to do. Well of course, in the 1st place, I don't want the person i know to be there. It gets very depressing having to look at sick people who are warded and some of them are literally a ticking time bomb waiting to blast off out of this world. Well, this time round, its exceptional. My love/hate friend of 6 years, Nazrina was warded for 3 nights at CGH and I went there the next day that I found out. Seeing her smile when I was there made me happy. Well, why she was there is a long story.
I know the hospital has a strict rule on visitting hours and they actually have this doors that stops you from going in during restricted hours. But me being the stealth assasin made it inside. Well ok, no, I didnt do the dissapearing act. I rushed in when the door opened when someone was going out. At this time, it was WAY after visiting hours. OK, FINE! I know that they want to restrict people from going in, but what is with them locking me inside. I wanted to leave at 4.45pm and the nurse said, with a deep Indian accent, "Sorry, I let you go out, later everybody come in. I can only open the door when visitting hours starts at 5pm". OMG, seriously, I was going to be late for work and you are doing this to me? I was lucky that I had to wait for only another 15minutes. What if it was 3.30pm? Are you going to lock me in for 1 hour 30 minutes?
PS -
Naz,
I know that I get pissed off with you and I feel that I hate you at times. But I will always be there for you whenever you need me. Its just a call away. Please stop worrying to much. Goodluck with your exams & get well soon. Love you.
yours truly,
Haikal
I know the hospital has a strict rule on visitting hours and they actually have this doors that stops you from going in during restricted hours. But me being the stealth assasin made it inside. Well ok, no, I didnt do the dissapearing act. I rushed in when the door opened when someone was going out. At this time, it was WAY after visiting hours. OK, FINE! I know that they want to restrict people from going in, but what is with them locking me inside. I wanted to leave at 4.45pm and the nurse said, with a deep Indian accent, "Sorry, I let you go out, later everybody come in. I can only open the door when visitting hours starts at 5pm". OMG, seriously, I was going to be late for work and you are doing this to me? I was lucky that I had to wait for only another 15minutes. What if it was 3.30pm? Are you going to lock me in for 1 hour 30 minutes?
PS -
Naz,
I know that I get pissed off with you and I feel that I hate you at times. But I will always be there for you whenever you need me. Its just a call away. Please stop worrying to much. Goodluck with your exams & get well soon. Love you.
yours truly,
Haikal
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Arnolds Chicken
Woodlands - Pasir Ris
Pasir Ris - West Coast
Together with a few divertions.
By Bicycle
Total of Approx. 70km
And Its All For The Best
Arnolds Chicken @ Pasir Town Park
Saturday, November 15, 2008
dont learn SAFETY by ACCIDENT
Came back from Clementi by bike going by Lornie Rd, Upp Thomson Rd and Sembawang Rd. Had an accident up at Upp Thomson Rd. A Malaysian Car swerved in front of me and stopped. I had to apply my brakes hard but it seems that my front brakes are stronger. I flipped over and did a "Superman", went over my front wheels and landed on my hands right behind the car. The bloody guy didn't even give a fuck and went into the Petrol station ahead.
A good Samaritan helped me out and made sure I was OK and he helped me with my chains and stuff. My knees were bruised and my hands were bleeding. After that guy helped me out, I went off with a Thank You and looked for that Fucked up car. When I saw that guy, I was like "Fuck, you drive this car man? Do you even realize that I almost died behind your car? Im sure you realized I was in front of you and you swerved in front of me and stopped??!!". That guy just pretended do be confuse and said sorry.
Now I know, I have to quickly get a helmet and also gloves.
To Drivers out there: PLEASE look out for us cyclist on roads. PLEASE do not swerve infront of us just to make a turn. PLEASE wait behind us as we may make the turn also. PLEASE stay away from us and not squeeze beside us. This applies especially to TAXI and BUS drivers. When you guys pass by us in fast speed, the wind will make us wobble and we might end up UNDER YOU BUS!!
A good Samaritan helped me out and made sure I was OK and he helped me with my chains and stuff. My knees were bruised and my hands were bleeding. After that guy helped me out, I went off with a Thank You and looked for that Fucked up car. When I saw that guy, I was like "Fuck, you drive this car man? Do you even realize that I almost died behind your car? Im sure you realized I was in front of you and you swerved in front of me and stopped??!!". That guy just pretended do be confuse and said sorry.
Now I know, I have to quickly get a helmet and also gloves.
To Drivers out there: PLEASE look out for us cyclist on roads. PLEASE do not swerve infront of us just to make a turn. PLEASE wait behind us as we may make the turn also. PLEASE stay away from us and not squeeze beside us. This applies especially to TAXI and BUS drivers. When you guys pass by us in fast speed, the wind will make us wobble and we might end up UNDER YOU BUS!!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Body Aching Experience
I just got back from 3 days away from home.
I got mself a new hobby.
CYCLING
1st Day - Friday:
Went to Kota's place @ Ghim to collect bike and cycled to West Coast. Chilled out for a breather and went to Holland V for supper. Kenny, Shikar and I decided to go to Henderson Waves & Mt Faber Park. The ride up the hill was killing me as it was my 1st day of cycling. This guys said that the hill was dissapointing and they were expecting for more challenges. Give me a break. Im an ametuer (there, I said it). But the cycle down was fun. All down hill and going @ 45km/h. I almost hit a wall on a bent and that could have got me killed. We then decided to go to Kallang to sent Shikar off. We passed by Tanjong Pagar, Raffles Place and many more. Then we ended up at Geylang in this guys had supper for the 2nd time. Im telling you, this guys have stomachs of steel and they are 1/2 the size of my body. We stayed there for a couple of hours looking at the "Bees" passing by and chilling talking about everything under the moon. @ 5Am, we proceeded to Dhoby Ghaut and then back to West Coast. By the time we got back, it was 7am on Saturday.
2nd Day - Saturday:
Nothing interesting. Sent the bike to get it fixed @ Holland. I changed the Chain($25) & Cassete($20) plus had it tuned up ($45). The whole thing total to a big RIP OFF!! But I had no choice because no other bike shop was open.
3rd Day - Sunday:
To cut the story short, I cycled from West Coast back to Woodlands with Kenny. It took us 1 hour and 20 minutes. My thighs are aching right now but its getting better. I rode faster than the 1st day and Im trying to do this more often. Soon, Ill be riding to work (paya lebar). Save money man!!
Peace out chill out and god bless.
My body needs rest.
I got mself a new hobby.
CYCLING
1st Day - Friday:
Went to Kota's place @ Ghim to collect bike and cycled to West Coast. Chilled out for a breather and went to Holland V for supper. Kenny, Shikar and I decided to go to Henderson Waves & Mt Faber Park. The ride up the hill was killing me as it was my 1st day of cycling. This guys said that the hill was dissapointing and they were expecting for more challenges. Give me a break. Im an ametuer (there, I said it). But the cycle down was fun. All down hill and going @ 45km/h. I almost hit a wall on a bent and that could have got me killed. We then decided to go to Kallang to sent Shikar off. We passed by Tanjong Pagar, Raffles Place and many more. Then we ended up at Geylang in this guys had supper for the 2nd time. Im telling you, this guys have stomachs of steel and they are 1/2 the size of my body. We stayed there for a couple of hours looking at the "Bees" passing by and chilling talking about everything under the moon. @ 5Am, we proceeded to Dhoby Ghaut and then back to West Coast. By the time we got back, it was 7am on Saturday.
2nd Day - Saturday:
Nothing interesting. Sent the bike to get it fixed @ Holland. I changed the Chain($25) & Cassete($20) plus had it tuned up ($45). The whole thing total to a big RIP OFF!! But I had no choice because no other bike shop was open.
3rd Day - Sunday:
To cut the story short, I cycled from West Coast back to Woodlands with Kenny. It took us 1 hour and 20 minutes. My thighs are aching right now but its getting better. I rode faster than the 1st day and Im trying to do this more often. Soon, Ill be riding to work (paya lebar). Save money man!!
Peace out chill out and god bless.
My body needs rest.
Random!
Blogging is a tragedy. I realize now that time well spent is time spent on the road. Yesterday I went biking with a couple of friends. It was freaking A! FEeling the gravel crumbling under my wheels and my cogs spinning like spiders spinning their webs on high; yeah that's right! My wheels and my cogs! I was one with the freaking machine man! Yeah man. I'm cool.
Okay so I'm here, and she's there, and you're nowhere. WE went to Mount Faber. That place is so much better, when you are climbing up there on a ladder. Don't you dare, make this about flair, cause life is real, like a bowl of cereal. Yeah that's right. Cereal.
I'm allergic to milk. Especially soya milk, cause there's way too much protein in it, and my friend is lactose intolerant. He farts like bart.
Alright guys, peace out. I'm a hip hop specialist, gonna make my way to the therapist.
Okay so I'm here, and she's there, and you're nowhere. WE went to Mount Faber. That place is so much better, when you are climbing up there on a ladder. Don't you dare, make this about flair, cause life is real, like a bowl of cereal. Yeah that's right. Cereal.
I'm allergic to milk. Especially soya milk, cause there's way too much protein in it, and my friend is lactose intolerant. He farts like bart.
Alright guys, peace out. I'm a hip hop specialist, gonna make my way to the therapist.
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